感觉~

曾经有种感觉，想让他成为永远。过了许多年，才发现它已渐渐消失了。

才知道原来我在手里的，不一定就是我所想真正拥有的；

我所拥有的，也不一定就是我真正铭刻在心里的；

人生很多时候需要自觉的放下。因为世间还有太多美好的事物。

人生，就好比是一个大舞台，我们都扮演着不同的角色，一位好演员；有名角，丑角，正面，也有反面。

在现实生活中也一样，有幸福也有痛苦，有欢乐就会有悲伤，有情感就会有烦恼，有得到更会有放弃，有希望就会有失望，还有，很多...很多..........的无奈，无奈 ~ ~ ~  :)

学会恰到好处的放弃~

一次默默的放弃，放弃一个心仪却无缘的朋友；

放弃某种投入却无收获的感情；

放弃某种心灵的期望；

放弃某种想念。

这时就会生出一种伤感，然而这种伤感给了自己勇气去重新开始！

难忘的回忆~

我愿有一种神奇水，喝了只会记得想记得的人；会忘记想忘记的人。

就算在睡梦中遇见，也只会觉得他是最熟悉的陌生人罢了~

如果我变成回忆~

     何时何刻，才会觉悟？

Yahoo!!!!!!! It's holidays~

   
     Wow~ i no need to wake up early in the morning and go for lecture class for another 2 months+++ .. Oh yes, my sem break started. I start to miss my coursemates liao~ oh my god.. they came for 3 days and 2 nights trip in Malacca and I be the tour guide to bring them around. Can you believe it? haha..frankly speaking Malacca really got nothing to visit, what i know is just bring them for food. Haha they said this is a weighting gaining and fattening trip. LOL..

1. 台湾排骨面
2. 三叔公 （Durian Cendol )
3. Capitol Satay Celup
4. Bak Siham at bunga raya
5. Chicken rice ball
6. nyonya laksa ( baba's low 486 )
7. ice ball ( tengkera )
8. portugese settlement seafood
9. dim sum ( bachang )
10. satay ( melaka raya )
11. coconut milk shake (klebang)
12. Baba charlie nyonya kuih
13. nadeje ( Mahkota Parade )
14. Popiah
15. Asam pedas
16. Mee Siam
17. Pineapple tart

Wow it's really a fattening trip man, i feel i'm gaining weight too. But it's really worth. It's really a nice and memorable trip with you guys~ love you all so much coursemate!!!! Material is one~ materials power!!!!!! rockszzzz!!!!!!!!! Ok now it's time to plan what to do for this almost 3 months holidays~ work? I would like to say no!!!!!!!!! XD

有些回忆，还是放在心里好~

 

     Wow, anyway final is near, but seem the environment is so cold now, seem like no one care about final? btw i feel i'm lucky enough because my group has no more lab report to be completed while others are still struggling with their works. Opps, i'm not laughing at them but i'm just feel lucky for myself due to the schedule.

     Well i think i shouldn't spend time on blogging anymore since there is not much time left. Crystal imperfection and structure; thermodynamics and algebra really drive me crazy~ crystal is a new subject and there are no pass questions can be referred, OH NO !!!!!!!!!! Well, what to do no choice la ~ just pia for it la..this course really tough arh!!!
   
     You are not cloned but are created individually; nothing is perfect even our fingers are not of the same size and length but each perform different functions~ i found this quote from my essays book, and i found it's so meaningful. 尺有所短，寸有所长 ； 物有所不足，智有所不明~ everyone has their own strength~
I WILL BE BACK SOON!!!!!!!!!

人生像一杯茶

不会苦一辈子，但总会一阵子

世事人生，不过如此

懂得如何苦中作乐，先苦后甘

就是杯好茶！！！

谢谢你们爱我的每个人~~

I have a great day today. I went for sing k session from 2pm to 7pm. It really help me to relief myself though. I wish to thanks my course mate, i know they really worry about me so much and they wish to accompany me to go through all this. Seriously i really appreciate what they did. Although final is near but they still wish to spend time wish me. I glad to have them as my course mate. Yes, i know final is near, OPH, what you need to do now is study, not for anyone is for yourself. Really study is the right thing you need to do now, after final there is lot time for you to settle your problems. Well, i really need to concentrate on my studies anyway. I have 堕落 for about 5 days, 5 days have wasted just like this. I really have to do something on this if not i really feel so sorry to myself and my parents. 父母养了你二十多年，不是要你在一个人面前受委屈... Sorry mummy, i really have no courage to tell you my problem and i just don't want you to worry about me. This will make me stronger and tougher, i will grow up better after this hardship. There are many things waiting for me to do. 我希望，这世界因为有了我，而会有一点点的不一样 ~

                                                                    伤
                                                             若让人成长
                                                        我为什么怕分手的伤
                                                  心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
                                                     不要爱我的人再担心我
                                                      解脱是肯承认这是个错
                                                         我不应该还不放手
                                                  你有自由走我有自由好好过
                                                     解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
                                                         找个新方向往前走
                                                                这世界辽阔
                                                          我总会实现一个梦 

Besides, i really want to thank my best friend, Ah Pek who accompany me gone through all this and sorry for letting you worry about me. I shouldn't be so selfish.. I never think of how much you all worry about me. Really, 谢谢你们，爱我的每个人~ and because you all, i have the courage to stand up again!!! 感恩有你们的陪伴 ~