Somehow I feel that the reason you are joining so much activities is because you want to forget the painful memories? Am I right? Running away is not the way to solve problem because you will need to face the problem some day, try to take up the challenge, accept the fact, then I believe your pain and sorrow would slowly be at ease. Jiayou! :D
Ermm~ you are right!!!you are the one who know me so well. I cant deny that i pretend to be okay,when I'm alone or in the late of night,all the memories come towards me.So i choose to make myself busy so that I don have time to think about it. Ya mayb you will feel that i'm avoiding something,but if there are more times left then i will be very suffer.Maybe the people around me will feel that I'm happy,but the true feeling of myself they will never know even my parents coz i don wish to let them worry about me. Actually i want the new sem to start as soon as possible so that i will busy busy again!! I don wish to force myself too much, so i wish that time will fade away all these things. Ya this challenge is accepted, but i don know when's the mission will be completed. Let's see~ :)
Somehow I feel that the reason you are joining so much activities is because you want to forget the painful memories? Am I right? Running away is not the way to solve problem because you will need to face the problem some day, try to take up the challenge, accept the fact, then I believe your pain and sorrow would slowly be at ease. Jiayou! :D
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ReplyDeleteErmm~ you are right!!!you are the one who know me so well. I cant deny that i pretend to be okay,when I'm alone or in the late of night,all the memories come towards me.So i choose to make myself busy so that I don have time to think about it. Ya mayb you will feel that i'm avoiding something,but if there are more times left then i will be very suffer.Maybe the people around me will feel that I'm happy,but the true feeling of myself they will never know even my parents coz i don wish to let them worry about me. Actually i want the new sem to start as soon as possible so that i will busy busy again!! I don wish to force myself too much, so i wish that time will fade away all these things. Ya this challenge is accepted, but i don know when's the mission will be completed. Let's see~ :)
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